I had a chance to get a distance from the busyness of my lifestyle for one week. I am like a mute that can’t express what really runs on my head and what I felt inside. My major tooth surgery gave me the chance to pause, to slow down and to shift my synergy on track again. I had the opportunity to think of anything about my journey for the past 24 years of my existence, questions that linger on my thoughts and realization that push me through to write this blog.
Nothing in this world happened for no reason at all. I might take things for granted but in the long run it may create a huge impact in my present and realized my worth as a person.
My one week experience of being disable cause me to really appreciate my family, to really thank them how sincere their love and care for me and to share to everyone that I am super blessed to be part of my family. I must say that we are not really perfect as what other people say but I could say “I am loved. I am accepted. I am protected by the people who will love me in good or in tough times”. I couldn’t speak so well that time and yet they tried very hard to understand you to the best they can. I complained so much how painful the stitches are and about the things that I want to let go but it doesn’t permit by the situation still they patiently understand me and give me vast of encouragement. I just realized that when time comes people may come and go in my way; they can hurt me or love me but whatever it takes I know there are people at my back who are willing to hug me in every season of my life. I know even before that my family will always be my family but now I never imagined life away from them. I just really love my Papa, Mama and Ate’s, they are all a priceless gift from heaven. 24 years is not yet enough because I’m still counting to be with them. It brings me to question what if people ask me who is my best friend besides GOD, I now know the answer, simply it’s my FAMILY. They showed me what kind of blessings that I have instead of focusing on the things that I am luck of. I may just take for granted their presence before because it’s normal for me that they are just around but this time I wanna honor them through this simple blog.
Secondly, those people who really took time to know what happened and know how I am, you know who you are. I am not surprised to them because I know they are those whom I could still count on when things are not being okay.
Lastly, I asked myself, am I really fulfilling the destiny prepared for me? Am I really doing something extraordinary in this world? I guess I am on the transition of my life now (next level na!)
I am just amazed how God orchestrate our life. Challenges are being used for us to remember that we are still blessed. We may not have a perfect life but we could still find the reason to SMILE and say that we have a BIG GOD. People may hurt us and let us believe that they are real and they are not like the others but still we could charge it to experience and allow us to become a better person. Becoming better means allowing ourselves to value first our worth and to renew strength that will never be shaken. Being alive has a purpose if we only allow ourselves why we are here? And to give recognition for those people who helped us mold our character and be the best person we can be..